She's cranky, because she puts up a fight when it comes to going to bed. She doesn't want to sleep if she sees that me or Jay are still awake. She'll find excuses to get out of bed. "I just need a glass of milk..." "Wait, I just needed to get something real quick" "I can't sleep.. I have to tell you something important"But I love her like crazy and I'm going to miss her so much. Some of my best times in the past few weeks have been with her. We just "get" each other and I see so much of myself in her.

I received a lot of great book, film and music suggestions. I'm in the process of putting all the song selections on one burnt CD, I really liked all of them. Here's a rundown of the ones I've received. (If you like a particular song -- You can click on the link to see the person that recommended it)
"Only this moment" - Royksopp
"Hide and Seek" - Imogen Heap
"High" - James Blunt
"Beautiful" - James Blunt
"Toast" - Tori Amos
"Pretty Good Year" - Tori Amos
"Smile like you mean it" - The killers
"Suffragette City" - David Bowie
"Moon River" - Breakfast at Tiffany's soundtrack
"Clap Hands" - Tom Waits
"My Desire" - Jeremy Camp
"Everybody knows" - Leonard Cohen
"Atmosphere" - Joy Division
"Talk"
"Annabelle" - by Bon Scott
"Good Friday" - Black Crowes (locked journal)
"Open your arms" - The editors (locked journal)
"Diamonds on the souls of her shoes" - Paul Simon & Ladysmith black mambazo (Thanks Rosie)
"You've got a friend" - Carole King (Thanks Fifi)
"Unwritten" - Natasha Bedingfield (Thanks Dawn)
I'm open to any more recommendations, Thank you to everyone that helped out!:)
Eric: I'm returning to blond and I'm going to get my hair cut tonight, instead of just a trim..I'm thinking of cutting a bit more off. Sort of like this:

What do you think? Speak now, or forever hold your peace.
* I love you.*

